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I was trying not to, but I guess I've set myself up for yet another fall. I dunno why I keep putting myself through this. :/
I'm so tired of going through it over and over again. Each time the impact of the fall gets harder to recover from.

Why can't I just walk away, and save myself the pain?

I guess whatever I do, it's never gonna be okay. I dunno why I ever tried to convince myself it could be.

Bleh, sorry for all the stupid venting. I should just shut up and keep trying to pretend everything's still fine. x.x

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:iconsouthernchick4life:
Love the drawing and I know how you feel. I've been doing it for 6 years, and I need to stop, so do you. You can get over it. I hit rock bottom last year, and my friends and family pulled me back up. If I would have given up, I never would have met the guy I did the other week. I wouldn't graduate. Just look for the future. Listen to friends, they are the best help...
:iconliquidonyx:
I have no future. -shrug-

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:iconsouthernchick4life:
yes you do... we all do. Your drawings are amazing. Do what you love to do. Feel sad, go do something that makes you happy. Go find some snails. :3 They seem to cheer you up. I don't know you, and I'm not going to pretend I do but you can have a future. I know how you feel, I was like that until I found out that wanting to die, is not a way to live. You may meet someone who could change your life forever. Just know everything takes time...
:iconliquidonyx:
Eh, I've known most of my life I don't have a future and woudl die young. I'm fine with that.
And I'm not gonna kid msyelf anymore that I do have a future, cause that's how I got so hurt in the first place.

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:iconhinotebenikaze:
You know that I'm not going to stop telling you that you could have a future if you tried hard, right?

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"Curry- India's greatest idea!"
"Buddhism wasn't a bad idea either."
"You can't eat Buddhism."
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:iconliquidonyx:
Yeah.
I just can't see a future, though. Never have been able to.

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:iconhinotebenikaze:
No one can see it, but do the blind manage to live?

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"Curry- India's greatest idea!"
"Buddhism wasn't a bad idea either."
"You can't eat Buddhism."
"...True."
:iconliquidonyx:
I guess so.

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:iconhinotebenikaze:
We're all blind in the respect that we cannot see our futures. But like the blind, we can get there by feeling around and trying to shape things.

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"Curry- India's greatest idea!"
"Buddhism wasn't a bad idea either."
"You can't eat Buddhism."
"...True."
:iconliquidonyx:
I suppose.
I just can't seem to find any reason to work for it, though. It's frustraiting. x.x

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