I really can’t decide if I should get a graphics tablet or not. .__.

So far I've never been able to color digitally the way I’d like. I'm not even sure what sort of coloring style I'd like to do, but anything so far hasn't been it. u_u I dunno if it's just cause I suck at digital art, (probably x3), or a lack of the right tools.
The mouse isn't really much different from using a pencil, but maybe a tablet would be better/easier? D: Although to be honest, I don't really know what a tablet does or how it works. xDD;

They're pretty expensive, so I don't want to get one just to find out I don't like using it, or that it doesn't make a difference. :/ Plus I don't do much digital art anyway.
But I'd still kinda like to try one and see. I'm confused. ;___;

It's my birthday in 5ive weeks anyway, so I better decide soon. @____@

Any info on tablets, which ones are the best to get etc. would be really helpful. x3

Yay, I can finally draw again. 833

I think my main problem was a lack of patience. Every time a drawing goes slightly wrong I get mad and give up. .-. But if I keep going, the drawings usually turn out okay. x3
And I should be getting Photoshop next week, so I'll be able to work on all the art stuff i want to do.

I'm probably gonna have plenty of time to work on art this summer, anyway, since I can't leave the house anymore. -__-;
Part of my medical condition involves crippling stomach pains, which stop me from being able to walk about/eat/do much at all. They've been in remission for years, but apparently it's back. u_u
Last time it got so bad I couldn't eat for 4 months and ended up in hospital. ._.; I don't want that happening again. D8

Hopefully it'll go away soon, cause I don't fancy being in permanent pain for much longer. x_o
Plus I really badly want to go for a walk to the beach or something, but I can't. It's so frustrating. D:!

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I'M TOO HYPED UP RIGHT NOW. O__________________________O!!

Sorry I've been so inactive on dA lately. u__u

I've done barely any drawing in the last month, which is REALLY weird, cause I usually draw at least every few days. .-.
I dunno why, but I have no motervation to draw anymore. It's really frustrating. :/ I don't think it's art block, cause I can still draw pretty decently. I just can't find a reason to bother anymore.

I do have a few tag/drawing ideas I'd like to work on, but I can't until I get my new computer set up. u_u I should have had it today, but we got sent the wrong part for it again, so the computer man still can't set it up. That's the third time now. >__>;

Hopefully when I am able to use it, I'll get back into drawing. Although I probably still fail at digital art.
Maybe I should just give up on art altogether. -_-

Yep, I have a new millipede. .______________.

I wasn't expecting to go get one, but my dad insisted we did, so yeah. xDD
We got it from a different pet store then the last one, so hopefully this one will do better.

Apparently this one is also a female, (I really wanted a male, but oh well. u_u) She's quite a lot bigger and a nicer black colour then the last one! 8D She's also really active, and likes trying to climb up everything. o____O And she doesn't try to hide herself away. x3

I tried to get a photo of her, but my camera's batteries ran out. I put new batteries in, but it's still saying they're run out, so yeah. -__- I'll try and get pictures soon~

Any name ideas? I really suck at coming up with female names. ;;